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Name: Brittany
Birthday: 7/20/1990
Gender: Female
Interests: my interests...hmmm...photoshop, taking random pictures...i love music. i like EVERYTHING. Clever movies, my FAMILY!!!!!!!!!! i like cooking.......
Expertise: Hmm... no.
Occupation: Professional Smoothie maker
Industry: Jamba Juice
Message: message me
AIM:  yeahwhatever2347
Member Since:
5/10/2005
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| So! updates are cool...
I have been cooking a lot. Snicker doodles, Oatmeal cookies, Banana bread, Cakes (lots of cakes this semester), Brownies. Lots of num num. And it's been fun.
My spring semester ended well: A,A,A,A,B,C. Goodish grades. Lots better than last semester.
The smell of the brownies are making me sick.
So I have devoted my summer to a few things: Catch up on math, work towards a car, bake some more, go on high adventure camp: Nejedly, hang out with friends, go to Yosemite with the family and maybe a few adventures a long the way...if I have any time.
There are plenty of things I want to do including: Go to Oregon to visit one of my best friends...and...Go to Pennsylvania to visit two of my greatest friends. Although it sounds exciting...I don't think it'll happen.
My life has been rather dull lately on account of the windy weather that prevents me to lay on the beach for hours at end.
I just don't know what to do. I guess I'll go eat nanners at work now. Should be fun, planning on getting super high to laugh a lot with friends.
SO. If anyone planning on going to SRJC in the fall, just holler and maybe I will see you. I wrote down all the classes that I have to take to get done with my GED and...like 9 classes. Ugh. School is hardly fun sometimes.
Yeah and I'm addicted to Rockstar again. And Soliz has joined the Rockstar cult with me.
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Props to David Harmon (bragging rights), Me (so she dances), Bekah Murray (grunge brushes)
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| I find myself grinding my teeth. You wanna know why? Because: (wisely put by Micah Murray) THE WORLD IS BLEEDING.
Literal: Virginia Tech. Middle East. Darfur. Abortion. Columbian Mass Murder.
Metaphorical: Propaganda lies. Everyone believes it. You need big car, great bod, sense of humor that could kill, charm, originality somehow, good music, "chill" ----> Anorexia/Bulimia. Cutting & Slashing & Tearing. Drugs & Alcohol. No real relationship with parents.
In the words of Nine Inch Nails:
(skipped the first verse for lack of "appropriate" content)
Hypnotic sound of sirens
Echoing through the street
The cocking of the rifles
The marching of the feet
You see your world on fire
Don't try to act surprised
We did just what you told us
Lost our faith along the way and found ourselves believing your lies
I got my propaganda
I got revisionism
I got my violence
In hi-def ultra-realism
All a part of this great nation
I got my fist
I got my plan
I got survivalism
All bruised and broken, bleeding
She asked to take my hand
I turned, just keep on walking
But you'd do the same thing in the circumstance
I'm sure you'll understand
I got my propaganda
I got revisionism
I got my violence
In hi-def ultra-realism
All a part of this great nation
I got my fist
I got my plan
I got survivalism
Now understand this. I'm not trying to political or any of that stuff, I'm trying to be...controversial? WAKE UP. People are dying. People are in pain. The "world is bleeding". On that note...I don't know what to do about it.
Woah, way too deep? Go drink your flippin starbucks. | | |
| so dark.
Well, I decided I would quit Rockstars...or at least until I need it lots and lots and lots. There are plenty of reasons I would do this, but the main one would be right now. My heartbeat is about five times faster than it should be, and I can't go to sleep. I know it's only like 1 in the morning, but if you knew me at all you would know how tired I am all the most of the time, I don't get much rest. I tried crying myself to sleep. I didn't fall asleep. I tried reading but I ended up just thinking about how fast my heart was moving. I am now trying to down some chocolate (it's a downer right? Well it better be) and I'm hoping that writing will put me to sleep. I should have rented Hotel Rwanda, then I would have bawled and fell asleep like that *snaps fingers to represent how fast I would have fallen asleep* I feel like I'm emotionally drained, but there is virtually no reason for me to be. I have a few great friends, I'm not completely failing all my classes, I don't fight all the time with my parents, and I have a funish job.Yet I find myself getting stressed out all the time for this reason: I don't think I'll be able to move out by eighteen unless I start saving my money like crazy. Seriously. It keeps me up at night. Sometimes. Anyways. How did I get from rockstar to wanting to move out?
Whatev.
Guess what? I'm crying because I'm so happy because I'm sleepy!
Goodnight and God Bless and thanks for all the fish...and chocolate milk!!!
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| So what makes it your business? So yeah, life has been kind of dull, or maybe exciting, I'm not sure. Lots of things could happen, but probably won't. Which isn't a good way to look at things I suppose. Little hopefulness might be nice. But if others don't notice or care, what would the point be? Maybe I'm just being weird...which doesn't worry me and I'm pretty sure it shouldn't worry you.
BattleCry was interesting...I don't think I got much out of it. didn't help that I was sick and no one cared
But pictures are usually wanted so that the person looking at them can pretend like they feel like they were there and that they know how it went down.
On the way over there...we were sleepy.
And then I realized we had rockstars...
So we drank em.
and there shined a shiny screen...the face of Ron Luce. 
El Stage, from where we were sitting...actually, it's from where Solizy's sitting, which was a few rows back
So in the morning "25,000" youth were all over downtown San Fransisco reading their Bibles. I was indisposed
 
And there were some crazies there that I just didn't know how to minister to...
Dis is de face of de lead singa of Skillette (skee-lay) Do de true haht of his appearance (de hair) was not captured
We walked lots and lots in the blistering heat (though I didn't get any blisters...) to get to destination Safeway, only to discover that it was just down the street from the ball park....but it was completely filled with people...so we walked back to the gas station and grabbed a few snacks and stuff. And them we walked back to the park only to find that you can't bring in soda cans. So Bekah and I (as seen below) had to chug our rockstars before entering the park. Twas an experience...as everything else is.
That was a few weeks ago. What have I done since then? dropped classes went to the beach, got harrased by a drug dealer...ate taffy, made cousin core shirts!! and....had my girl scout cookies stolen by a bum. 
Anyways, cousin core people.
This is Aaron Vanden @ http://www.xanga.com/Vanden
Does he look like me?
Crazy decided to climb our telephone pole.
Tyson, his music slays me. @ http://www.xanga.com/extolhim777
Jen and TyTy are so emo.
CXC
haha. So hanging out with my hardcore cousins was awesome, specially since I hadn't seen Aaron in lots and lots of months. Maybe even a year...So yes, much love to them and you all.
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